welcome

This is the last Friday on 2012. So I have approximately 3 weeks before I end this internship. lets just talk about what UKSB has taught me.

 I know places to eat here. cheap and delicious slurps slurps. Not so many, but I know some place where good eadible food with affordable price.

I  have good relationship with some of my officemates whom many thinks she/he is not so baik. orang buat baik dengan kita, kita baik lah semula. kan? I just kind of ignored what other said and it turned out to be, they are nice. maybe not to them. but to me and cikkay. we're fine. We just go with the flow.

 I never thought I'd be this close or I'd fit in the office just fine. yeah, there are SOME of them who dislikes us. but who the fuck cares.



And I am leaving this place soon. very soon.

mat oh mat

I am still in the office. No, I am not staying back to do work. eventhough I have tons. I have tons of things I would like to share but the thoughts kinda stuck di tengah jalan. And here I am waiting for officemate to finish her prayer before we eat dinner andddd I just receive one shawl from kak mas. gahahahahaha happy kejap. k kejap je.

and btw matlutfi dah ada belog. hopefully dia akan update lapan hingga sepuluh entri sehari. chek him out  here   

tadi aku cek baru ada 2, 3 , ketoi entry, Funny though he writes in english and some in bahasa, I still read it according to his ascent. hahahah k lapaq gila dah bye.

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thats how I feel. annoyed. bye

Jumaat

little things that makes me happy.

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I will fill the blanks later. have to get ready for work. later alligator

noiittee

Today I had a really huge migraine attack. and Nadia came and lepak-lepak at my room for almost an hour. she just left 10 minutes ago. emm so, goodnight then.

selasa

Tuesday 18th December 2012 and I haven't finish a single shit assignments for Mastika February issue. Lantak sana. I don't know why but it seems like my brain is refusing to think about things. about sentences actually. I found myself staring at those articles that I tried to finished since last week but nothing came out from this brain.

Oh ya, and I've been vomiting since I-don't-know-when. yeah, I don't remember what I really wanted to say. so emm yeah, have a great day. 

Sunday

Its sunday and I am sitting on my mom's bed eating a full box of almond nuts chocolate. Its a bliss really. I am okay now and I would like to stay like this forever. I dont know what went wrong, that I cracked so easily like I did past few weeks/months.

sometimes I think I am a bit crazy too. I talked to myself. a lot. considering here and there. whether I should tell or not. and lots of thoughts. I sleep too much and I still felt tired. maybe because I wasn't really sleeping.

but its better to tell myself the problems. than telling people who don't really gives a flying fuck right? we bear a lots of problems on our own. why should we bother about others. thats what i've been telling myself.

Its Sunday and I feel like sleeping all day.