Monday, February 16, 2015



everything is scattered all over the place. I dont know how exactly should I react towards it. I dont know if I should be happy or sad, I dont know if I am blessed or cursed, to have too much feelings on everything.

for the very first time in my life, I hope. I really pray things would turn out well. and if it dont, I hope HE will give me the strength to face it with a smile.

gahhhh, writing skills so rusty. *hembus habuk*

Monday, February 2, 2015

Too much

'Too much love could kills you'

Assalamualaikum. Guess it is true. Too much love could kills you. I envy those people who could talk about whats bothering them, whats making them sad. Because I cant.  Not that I dont want to or I dont have anyone I could turn to. But I just cant. I dont know how.

I guess this is just another test for me. *inhales deep breath* 

I pray. I really pray for things to get better.  HE listens. ALLAH listens. InshaAllah. 

Too much love and too much pain.