Ansari and zahra

Assalamualaikum. I have wrote about her before. my kakak from virtual world. yeps. might sound pelik to you but yes. we have never really lepak in real life. we always chatted through social media ; facebook, twideer (oh those times) and now Instagram. 

And I have promised to come and meet her baby since past ten thousand years. tapi ada je benda nye yang buat tak jadi. so yesterday, she texted me and in the evening. wallahhh, she's in front of my office.

you dont have any idea how unreal I feel. Its like, mehh, I dont even remember her voice. (kecik je rupanya suara omeyy angat). anddd Zahra is like my bff because we just click. you would have been jealous, seriously. 

I am so happy because at laaaaast we finally met. harapnya lepas ni selalu lah kita lepak sesama lagi. I need to teach Zahra how to annoyed you. cool aunty is cool.

okay, izinkan saya mereput di tepi meja kerana dateline. sempat je kau update blog. boss ingat kita gigih ketuk story. kahkahkah *lap peluh*

this post deserves a picture. my picture. separuh sebab nampak kurus sikit. hiks 

senang

Assalamualaikum.

Untuk memudahkan urusan harian dan urusan hati aku. aku rasa yang paling mudah dan berkesan ialah. go with the flow. haritu aku ada masalah dengan seseorang ini yang buat aku rasa 'mehhh, I dont even want to talk to you ever again'. tapi sekarang macam dah okay. hati aku tak sakit bila pandang muka dia. so, I guess thats a good start. One thing that I learned over time is, holding grudges ain't going to take you nowhere. kau hidup kau bernafas sambil sedut segala perasaan sakit hati kau. sampai bila soalnya?

Kan? Aku rasa mudah lagi kalau kau jadi orang yang meminta maaf. No matter how stupid it might sound to you, I did that. and I felt the burden fell off my shoulder.

And yes, aku sedang bergelut dengan masalah hati jugak sekarang ni, kesian aku. dah tua-tua selayaknya dah ada anak tiga baru nak merasa perasaan bangang ni. kahkah. itu pun satu hal, aku go with the flow jela. doa. doa dan terus doa. kalau belum masa, kau buatlah macam mana pun. tak kemana. betul tak? DIA sebaik-baik perancang. Hey, have faith Aina. InshaAllah :)