I tried to sleep but I couldnt. Hence, this post.
There's a burden inside my chest. It fills all of the area and I can't really breathe. Instead of hugging my pillow like what I used to do, I hug my blanket. Really tight. But the pain is still there. And it wanders through my veins and ended up in my brain. So its kinda stuck there replaying all the scenes. Scary scenes that my brain created just to ruin my life.
They said people who sleeps with many pillows have problems with their self esteem. I have err 4 pillows and two teddy bears in my bed. So...