everything is scattered all over the place. I dont know how exactly should I react towards it. I dont know if I should be happy or sad, I dont know if I am blessed or cursed, to have too much feelings on everything.
for the very first time in my life, I hope. I really pray things would turn out well. and if it dont, I hope HE will give me the strength to face it with a smile.
gahhhh, writing skills so rusty. *hembus habuk*