Sunday, July 1, 2012

F that

Life is bitching with me right now. I hate my job, I hate my workplace, I even hate myself for being this kind of shit. Why can't I just keep calm and do the work? because it involves money. other people's money.. I really wanted to quit, but Kak Zima beg me. I hate being a soft-hearted person. I hate being weak! I should have just slammed the door and walked out, but I didn't. I hope that paria would be dead by tonight so that I wouldn't have to see his face anymore. I hate how my periods is playing around with my emotions. I hate being alone because I would start to think about this matter and I don't even like that. I hate that I could not perform solah right now,. I hope I could kill you motherfcuker Paria!   Im hating my fragile-self

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