9 tahun (bukan umur engkau atie, jangan perasan.)

sembilan  tahun woi. moga ada sepuluh sebelas dua belas dan seterusnya.

12th April 2013.

Happy birthday Izzati Idris :)

handsome channing tatum is always handsome

Just another random thoughts that I have in my mind right now. I guess its just our habit as human. you dont usually appreciate things or even worse, person that have always been there for you. not a slightest you ever thought of whatever he/she have done for you. why? thousands of reason. you're too busy wanted to be noticed by someone who doesn't even care, you only think about yourself (oh well guess what, NOT everything in this world is about you!) and maybe you're just some ass who were born in the shape of a human. you choose.  you, will only realize how good that person was when he/she is gone. how ironic life is. 

watched GI joe with alang just now. I thought it was not bad. except for the fact that channing tatum dies too early in that movie. I kinda hope he would magically survived but he didn't. ya wutevurrr.

big brother is now officially married.

abang dan mama

semoga jadi manusia lepas kahwin ni bro. 

jaga anak

jaga bini baik-baik

berhenti menyusahkan semorang. natang.

iklhas,

aku yang tengah cuba ikhlas. 

just the thought of the day

because I don't know how tumblr functions. and by the way

trouble

So I am in the mood of writing. and I feel like talking about my 'changes'. so far so good. nothing really bothers me but yeah, I do have some difficulties in coping with the environment. What would they say if I do this? What would they think if I do that? that kind of questions keeps running through my head.

questions like "eh kenapa aina pakai stokin?" eventhough I wasn't wearing sneakers, only sandals but with socks on. so how would I answer to this kind of question?

A: hey! kaki kan aurat *pang lempang nam kali belagak nak mampuih*

B: sajaaaaa (sambil sengih lepastu bukak topik lain)

C: hehe (lagi cam apa je kalau respon camni)

I don't want to sound takbur or belagak in some ways.


Im cleanin out my closet. ewah eminem kejap. I have give away kinda lots of baju-baju sendats. or pendek or jarang or yang berkaitan dengannya kepada adik-adik perempuanku. Luckily they also wanted to wear something loose, ya so having a big sister (big in size and age) is can I say advantage(s)? for them. But at the same time, giving away your clothes have the same meaning as buying new one. yalah, if not what you want to wear to class huh? huh? I wanted to wear all the kurungs I have je kalau ikutkan. but then, kitew naik moto pakai baju kuwung terselaks2 and sangat tak selesa. so lupakan dahulu! Skinny jeans pun duduk terperuk je dalam almari. I cannot give it to my sisters kerana perbezaan ukur lilit pinggang yang amat ketara -.-'

mulut. okay part ini masih susah untuk dijaga. not going to comment more on that *lempang muka*

but so far so good. my close friends (even the one without hijab) is accepting my changes. alhamdulillah. I really hope this will last until my last breath. Insha-Allah

omboi panjangnya kaki aku dalam gambar tu. (walhal kaki memang saiz 10 pon) hiks

stress

faking! gua stress tahap nak menangis air mata tak mahu keluar! faking!


omboi stail sangat update satu line- satu line. biasa. perasan retis.

panas

rasa nak muntah membuak-buak. perut lapar tapi kepala sakit. celaru sampai badan pun tak tahu apa yang dia mahu. ya. minggu depan aku nak balik rumah jugak. sick of this place. minggu exam. get ready untuk membebankan diri sampai menangis. k